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there are certain things in life that seem ever so right and yet i am afraid of considering..something that once again started stirring the emotions that i thought were once buried and locked for good. and when did it started surfacing, i have no idea cos i din know when it all started but it seems to be clearer now... darn. and nw i m at a loss cos of the previous experiences, i lost a lot of self confidence along the way, doubting my own judgement n i m actually afraid of gettin hurt if i started investing in somethin again, and i dun even know whether i will get the returns. kinda at a loss where i should be going from here. to avoid all contact so tt i dun get hurt if it din turn out the way i wan? Or jus go with the flow..shucks..the problem lies in that once someone occupies the vacant space, the duration of stay tends to be for a long period of time.. in the first place, i havent been so open to someone i knew only for such a short while.dunoo what i was thinkin..darn..think i am going to siam..dun start askin me..i am not ready to answer any of u guys interrogation as yet..let me think about it..i still have so many issues on hand..like whether i should take this up anot..is goin to be a commitment for a minimum of 2 years..with the workload in the madhouse i am working in, i am not sure if i am on the route to slow suicide
Dear Miss LIEW YIXIN,
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oh well to the gym!!
cant believe i was the background
toysarus lor!!
more posing
bot the cheapest sony ericsson phone..well for a nokia sole lover like me, the sony ericsson phone's functions are incredulously limited that well, i could understand how to use the phone..issn;t it amazing..haha a phone tt has no camera and cant even save more than 20 smses..incredible isn;t it.. and i spend more than 5 minutes to sms a single msg.omigosh..i give up..i jus call the person..hey if u get any smses from me, well you are very precious fren i can tell you tt..the buttons are awfully hard..well u cant complain with a hp that cost 69..so y so hard on myself tt i bot such a cheap phone..sigh jus in case i lose one again lor.. no point investin in sth that may get lost by an absent minded creature like me right?
anyway, was at the gym that day doin bridge position during yoga..think head facing upwards, arms supporting head back off the ground and yar, the guy instructor was propping my waist higher to form a nicer bridge and i was like hmmm.. is weird lei, havin a guy hold my waist..even though we were professionally speakin, tutor and student..i dun think it was a sexual harrassment and cos my arms were shiverin so badly..nah i wasn't jolted or excited though my yoga instructor has a hot bod and few tattoos to complete the "i am so hunk" look..oh well, when i was younger, i may swoon and when u are older u wonder darn i shouldn't have ate that plate of beef hor fun jus now, makes my tummy so round and big..hahaha..and i practically held my breath and hope i dun collapse while he was holding my waist..ok i dun no longer feel the need to impress but more of i dun wan embarrass myself situation..hmmm... well..my waist is quite small and nice to hold for everyone information..hahaha but my point is, i still nt used to gender of opposite sex having physical contact of any form towards me.hahaha maybe thats why guy instructors are less popular in a females only gym?
k time to study..yawnz
ok pictures to enjoy..yar i know my face is oily lar..wat to do..how i know they'll celebrate for me..thanks guys
People from our parents' generation marry so that they can depend on their husbands to get them away from their extended families. The husband supports and is the sole breadwinner. In our era now, we women have the means to support ourselves and I thought then that in that case shouldn't we then marry in the name of love. Well, after going through 3 failed relationships in search of the perfect mate, i think i have failed terribly. Well, according to my brother i have been barking up the wrong tree all the time and guys that i have fallen for are namely either jerks or self centred people. I should marry someone simple and honest like my father.. hmmm..food for thought...another friend commented that my notion of love is that of fireworks and adrenaline rush, the constant need to feel loved. and And according to another gd fren, cos i have always craved for affection, i will eventually marry though i have put off that idea for good. yeah, i am swearing off love cos i dun wan bark anymore?
well i admit that in my last relationship, it defines the perfect relationship that i have been craving for. he sets off the sparks and said all the right things. Alot of friends didn't like the way he has dealt with the relationship, post breakup. And even now one friend commented today over lunch why uptil now i have nt seen his true colours, how unfair he is towards both his fiancee and me. But stupidly both of us have forgiven him time and again. In truth, he don't love both of us. He loved only himself the most. And cos i kept mum, she continued nagging how stubborn i am and i am seething beneath.hahaha well, seriously i am keepin my comments to myself. Well, in a relationship, the gf or wife should be seen as an individual, not an entity or possession that satisfy your needs or jus a companion. That's all i'll defined a relationship.
I haven fallen sick for ages. Which is amazing..so whichever bug that gets me down is one hell a super bug.. i tot i really tried to clean my hands lately after going to the wards.. oh well..
it all started with a runny nose in the sweltering heat of singapore. It is the worst kind of cold you can get under such hot weather when everyone is trying to cool their temperature down.. you have a nose filled with mucus and that is totally blocked and you are all sweaty from pespiration. you used up boxes of tissues and still every pore is oozing out with either pespiration or mucus..ok gedding a tad disgusting..it is really a terrible combination.
den the throat irritation comes along..with fever..brufen is my best pal cos..paracetamol aka panadol is jus way too big for me to swallow..chewing is so yucky..is totally bitter! and if i m so loserish..i need to drink 40ml of that pinky syrup to get the effect of 2 paracetamol 500mg tab and eeks the syrup and thick mixture jus makes me wan to regurgitate big time...
and i hate all medication which makes u drowsy. that after 12hr sleep, it still clouds ur judgement and make u way too whoozy..
ya in truth as i always ask my patients to be compliant..no way am i a pill popper, if the tablet is nt small or comes in capsule form..i m sorry but no way will i swallow anthing larger than a 10 cent coin.
and when i can take it no longer, the waiting time at staff clinic is horrendously long.. i went at 2 but there was only one dr who will be able to see me at 430.. *stunned*
ok i swear i will never hope i'll get sick so as to get a mc to laze at home. i promise to be a good gal so pls let me recover soon
speaking of prince charming in rusty armour.. oh well since the previous batch of hos are leaving dis friday. no harm sharing my experience with my prince charming. IN mh's interpretation, hes nt very tall, not very sporty and nt very good looking but well... i remember when i just transferred to 57, dunno which idiot go and order piroxicam gel and someone in pharmacy asked me to get the dr to change to ketoprofen gel cos it had already been supplied and yours truly is the pharmacis in charge. i had no choice but to get the dr's cooperation to get it changed. Cos i was unfamiliar with the people there and ALL the doctors were very unhelpful cos in their own words, they can only write or change orders within their own team..i mean like... what the fish.. and there i was getting rejected by one dr and one after another. I was getting REALLy fed up already when this ho whom despite post call actually asked me wat's wrong and offered to help me change. And most importantly it wasn't even his team.. well, well..i was so touched that tears welled up in my eyes! No lar, siao but hey i was impressed by him.. and from den on,he's my favourite eye candy in 57..hahaha..but now to think about it..maybe he was the one who had ordered the piroxicam gel and make things so difficult for me! anyway, hes not staying in sgh, boy will i miss my favourite eye candy after he leaves.. luckily he's in singhealth..well he did mention he will come bck to do surgery..muhahhaha k k i better stop my nonsense..
thank goodness not alot of ppl who's in that ward has my blog..hahaha else i'll never talk to him anymore..hmmm..back to reading my articles
check out the mv.is really funny!and as usual she is scarcely dressed...
realize I haven't been posting pix.shall try
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.
FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN! . When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.
today when i open my letterbox... guess how many dbs credit cards i received??
one??
no...
2?? nah...
i got THREE!! one everyday card, livefresh and dbs black card!! what the....
this is a good tactit man.. luckily i refuse to sign the personal line of credit...
i don't enjoy collecting cards lor..
bleah
lets see...
1.goin out for movie on wed and thursday.
2.Friday dinner
3. Tue meet insurance agent.
4.Sunday preceptorship training
Long term goals to be accomplished in near future
-Taking FCCs exam
-my postgraduate studies coming up
everyday stuff
-to read up on c.menigitis
-read up on acth test
-read up on ci
soon to accomplish goal
-go hkg or bangkok on my birthday
-to go and get my diving license
-hope i can get 31st off so that i can go rendang for snorkelling
making everyday eventful
Been trying to read up on the funny bacterium who are driving me nuts..how to identify them..ahhhhh..i need my rose petal tea for invigoration
Yup and of cos yoga for good meditation
gotta project my leave,,,k shall do some serious coordinating...
k k sleep sleep..tmr is stock take day
was watchin that dumb chinese show on channel 8. tot quite funny.nothing lasts forever. not love except wealth. whle u are mourning over ur sad loss, he has already forgotten ur sad existence. love doesnt guarantee happiness but wealth does. at least the stomach doesnt go hungry. yup yup i will strive hard on my career and at least that is guarantee. oh ya death is also one definite thing in life
that day when i pass by the labour ward, felt a pang of deep sorrow. was smsing brenda tellin her when will i ever have a baby with someone i love. she was saying that there is a time for everything. time to be alone, time to be a mum, so y not enjoy my independence and who knows what the future holds
in fact as i age, i wonder wat is the purpose in life? doesnt God have plans for everyone. so wat is his plan for me..everyday to work until half dead?sigh..
yawnz..sleepy think i should go sleep. it has been a long week cos i worked sunday.
watchin becomin jane tmr..hope it is nice..think is abt love agian..hehehe
This is hopefully my last entry ever to write anything to do with you.. If u are reading this, i m dedicating this last entry about you to you.
After this you shall not be mentioned in my blog. Cos i guess firstly nobody else will emphatize or sympathize with me for still having feelings for u..
And secondly, it is time for me to move on..
Our 5 yr promise still hold.
I jus want to thank you in writing as i can never bring myself to tell you without burstin in tears
I thank you for teaching me a lesson in love - to fell in love, to understand what is true love, to know what is like to be loved, to love someone so crazily and wholeheartedly and finally to lose this love.
I thank you for going through this topsy turvy journey in love..
I thank you for giving me a closure in this relationship.
I thank you for celebrating my 24th birthday with such a big bang - the self made pancakes, the well planned route, the rustic nirvana spa and the louis vuitton wallet, the bulbe song, the lovely programme that you take pains to make. it will be a birthday i'll remember for the rest of my life
I thank you for the hugs and kisses that you generously bestowed me in times of good and bad
I thank you for working so many Sundays to make sure you have a good pay and make plans for our future.
I thank you for sending me to the airport and sending me home when I went taipei.
I thank you for sending me home even though i live in bt batok and u live in bedok. The wall at bt batok brought back fond memories. That day when I went back the same spot, i tried to recapture the moment. Rememberin how u always tease me that I always ask for more. Hopin that ur cologne still lingers at that very same spot
I thank you for rushin down to NUS Co-op to get me the super thick books, lug them and send me home in a cab before kissin me goodbye and going back all the way to bedok after a long day at work
I thank you for bringing me to cycle at Pasir Ris Park and swimming the other time
I thank you for being ever so protective towards me aka ur xiao mei.
I thank you for waiting me for hours for me to knock off
I thank you for the encouragements that i will become a good icu pharmacist and believin in me and my decisions.
I thank you for loving and thinking of me when we were together
I thank you for tellin me that nobody can ever replace me in your heart
I thank you for singing and dedicating songs to me
I thank you for my silliness especially when i try to sing, dance and tickle you.
I thank you for giving me a chance to love a gem like you.
I thank you for massagin my head and holding me whenever i tripped and fall
I thank you for all the little bits and pieces of memories you have embedded in me.. some too private to share in an open blog but which we hold dear in our heart.
I thank you for lettin me take a pix of you
I thank you for writing me the little love notes
I thank you for buyin me mac breakfast when i was working at R1..makin sure i never was hungry
i thank you for sending me home on our 1st outing first.
Its time to say goodbye and move on. i'll rbr our relationship as hugs and kisses. lets bury the memories deep down in us and forget everything
i hope you and ur fiancee managed to get the house that you were balloting for, that you lovebirds have a wonderful marriage and set up a family that you can call your own. i dun mean it when i say ur engagement wont last.
I hope that ur career as air steward is smooth sailing.
I hope that you'll never fall sick and remain cute as a button like i always rbr
I hope that you know my prayers are always with you. take care
p/s i love you
Take care sweetz, hubbie,
Regards,
Xiao Mei, Luohan princess, wifey
Love is like a knife, it can stab e heart or it can carve wonderful images into e soul that will last a lifetime
It's ok to kiss a fool, it's ok to let a fool kiss you, but never ever let a kiss fool you....
It is better to meet the person who will truly love you later, than meet someone now who promises to love you but sooner or later leave you forever.....
One of these days,
i shall go try Swensens breakfast.
I shall go Turkey, US
I shall learn to drive again and put my license to good use.
I shall go try Sakura at downtown east
I shall go try the turkey restaurant at shaw
i shall be a competent pharmacist
I shall and i will..
i will remember all the promises i once made... 4 years and 9 months more.. wow like waiting for the next leap year
I always thought love this word means you can just let go of everything to be with that someone.
I always thought love means you will not do anything stupid to hurt the one you love.
I always thought love means you only want to be with that person forever.
I always thought love means having only her in your heart.
I always thought love can bring forgiveness.
I always thought love is able to settle any unhappiness.
I always thought love is happy.
I always thought love is something you never understand.
I always thought love is something that increase day after day.
Time will tell and heart will know.
read this from another person's blog.. feeling empty and worn out. had such a busy day today. din get to grab a decent meal until dinner. reached home late due to some personal things.had a long cry.started work at 12, slept at 1.woke up at 5am.and cos tryin to rush my report, din get breakfast, ate a lousy bread and too tired to go gym. was telling them if only i get a bleedin gut, den i'll have a legitmate reason to get mc..hehe..dat'll be a legitimate reason to die.was discussin with fish the various methods to die. more like she is filling ideas in my head. Jumpin down from a high building is no good cos u;ll spill everwhere. Swallowin panadols is a bad idea if u dun die and end up in the hospital having ur stomach being pumped.wat is worse is i'll see my colleagues there.. 25/Chi/female, despondent in love swallowed 24 panadols..haha no way man..problem is i cant even swallow..so thats out too..dieing in a car from carbon monoxide??sounds great...let me get a car first. Swallowin dettol??too lazy to go buy one..so i'll jus carry on my sad existence in life.
if only you will turn back and look at me once more.
This is my just deserts
for better or worse..
i really should stop thinkin about myself.. this is for his happiness
i m accepting all offers for drinking sessions
since this is my blog, i have absolute freedom to write whatever i deem fit.
saying goodbye was never easy. saying farewell to a person whom u clearly know is going to be the very last time u are goin to hear his voice and see him is even harder. Especially when u love him. It was like last time. when we spend time chatting after lunch. It was nice to feel him hold my hand, give soothing words, kiss me farewell on the forehead and give me a reassuring hug. This was what we had intended. a SWEEt farewell. But knowing me, once he got on a cab, i couldnt keep my emotions in check. So if u were in sgh and u saw this crazy ger who kept tearing. Thats me. i din get to rest on his shoulder or stroke his face..should have make a checklist b4 mitin him. and so for today, i took my first bite of morsel at 7pm after meeting fish. i m sure my pillow will be soaked tonight cos its tirin to pretend everything is fine at home when i jus wan to wail more. manage to cry at sakae only a while..cos after all it is a public place. i dun wan make a spectacle.
you told me ill be fine soon. it has been more than 120 days. i have never led such a lousy existence ever since the break up. i;ll be fine eventually. i wan stop loving you stat. if there was any medication that can remove all memories, i would take it despite all cost. forget the memories we share, the words you say. i knew one day all of this will happen, you will go back to ur fiancee.i know u are doin everythin to ensure ur engagemt will last. i m copin by leaning upon friends. i wish u know wat u r doing. and why this engagement is so important to you.
everything is blurting out my mouth. i missed the old me who could hold a conversation without revealing the tiniiest part of myself but it seemed that lately the floodgates to my heart has been opened and things rushed out of their own accord
and ya i know i din heed you girls' advice tt i still kept in contact with him and prolly i can sense every1 is shaking their head in dismal and tsking. I called fish and yl. the 2 most unlikely people who will scold me. haha i got a listening ear. and den i called pl who managed to chat me out of depression by hearin her antedotes during attachment
my training has started. it is not goin to be an easy time.. gotta hang on and tonight will be my last mourning. somehow i think i wont be able to eat and sleep again.. will see.major relapse 2..make it my last relapse
i dun think i can ever bring myself to take sia
ya finally grabbed this pix from amel!! anyway mel has this innate ability to smile so radiantly in every pix!! wat the heck.. i cant bring myself to look dis good in every pix..haha guess is bcos shes got a doting husband so tts y she is smilin so sweetly in every pix..it is so amazing.. azmy is one lucky guy man..that day when we went airport and tried to drink kopi at tcc, this cute kid was starin into her eyes..haha think he missed out the ring she was adorning on her hand lor.. haha hey me and yl also nt bad ok..can check us out too u know..hehe jus for laughs lar.. we r big sisters as comparision to that cute little boy.. still..hey amel u are one pretty babe k?even if u put on a lot alot of weight ok? so is ok..lets indulge in more choc cakes haha..think we are some fanatics lor..i was craving for caffeine at 1130. yl and amel were craving for choc cakes..we were all craving for something ..in the middle of the night..and even though it wasnt early, t3 was packed..cant even find a decent place to drink my coffee
think i am gettin distracted..jus a random posting..finally getting some decent rest after so many weeks of hanging out. So how do you know whether you are in love? dis xiao mei in sgh asked me over lunch one day..haha shes cute lar 21 only n nt yet experienced any rs..so she was asking us these random questions..i laughed..hmm.. good question..so how do u know u are in love? i guess whatever the person says, you'll pay attention to the person. every word hits a nerve. you behave like a hedgehodge all sensitive and prickly. ur heart thuds when u look at the person and it makes u want to be with the person all the time. and this love thing awakes every slumbering senses in ur body that you never know existed before. Where did i get so professional?? haha i adapted this from the book.. thought it makes sense..
and when u fall in love, you give a part of your heart to the person but perhaps you din count on the person to take a major part of your heart away when he left. so would you still haven chosen to love if u know it was goin to hurt? that was the question i posed to the same little ger who asked me the theory of love. she was hemming and hawwing. I dunno lei was her reply and she said she would tell me the next time when she fall in love..haha
Personally, losing him was one big black stormy cloud. but then i realised that as every day went by, when i thought about him that second and smiled, i knew that meeting him, knowing him and above all loving him was the biggesr silver lining of all. Now that it is clearly over, i jus wish that once in a blue moon, he'll think of me jus for that one second, relive the moments that we used to share. Does it share any purpose?? Not really. As usual, it is jus my random ranting.
Time to hit my medical journals.. Ewww
- Mood:
cheerful
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 You are mellow, easy going, and a total softie on the inside. People find it really easy to get along with you. You suit most tastes. And while you're very sweet, you're not boring or ordinary. You have an attraction to the exotic, and you could show up anywhere... doing almost anything! You are spirited, energetic, and a total kick to be around. You're also quite funny. Your sense of humor is on the goofy side, and it fits you well. |
i havent been updated for eons!! cos i was busy..really am!!i have a thousand journals to read and life in the new hospital is different! cos tryin so hard to finish my wards on time. feelin like a failure lor..cos there are so many things i am unsure of..
in life we cant haf the best of wat we wan..so we make do with wat we have now. is tt really the case?
i admit i was really a bad gerl this weekend. i did all the things i never used to like. lets see,
1. i went drinkin at brewerkz till 12 plus on friday. Tried fruit and golden ale. 2 glasses were enough to send me into a ditzy spell. hehe i am no gr8 drinker. the 3rd one would have knock me out cold. luckily, i din even finish my second glass. not to mention, i broke out in itchy rash tt develop from the ncek.. but of cos pl was more serious..the rash was all over her..it was fun to chill and see jac makin the poor waitress sweat. "can you pour with less foam please.""are u sure our order has been processed when there are so many customers??"
2. we watched..*gasp* an R21 movie..feast of love..hahaha and till the last minute i tot we were watchin the leap years..bwhahaha.. it was an okay movie..very sweet..teared a little..actually all 3 of us did.. den we went airport and waited for mel's husband return from jarkata.went home ard 1am yet again.
3.played mahjong at tampines! wow it was like an hour trip lor..got to know new friends..hmmm.. really nice people
and i am really tired. din really get to rest and kept stayin out late. mum is very not happy but i cant be bothered.feeling a teeny wheeny guilty cos i haven been nice to both mum and dad...k ever since i broke up, i was less patient with them. partly cos hahaha i dun feel guilty anymore that i am hidin something from them and also it is ridiculous of her to keep suspecting i am still seeing him.... k think i should get down to some studyin and sleepin early.. haven been feelin gr8 recently..think i m jus tired
Paula Deanda - Walk Away lyrics
PAULA DEANDA:
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
MALE:
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
PALUA DEANDA:
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
MALE:
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
MALE:
Ya your going to remember me boo
Im going to remember you too
I can't forget all the crazy shh we use to do
You were doing to much I wasn't doing anuf
That's what your friends say
You got a man anyways
I can't explain it nether
I never what to leave ya
Hell ya it's hard to walk away
When I see ya when I see you
I remember the day
You up your shoes on and moved on
Before I could say
PAULA DEANDA:
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like too
Play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does he kiss me on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
(with a bouquet)
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
So hard to express this feeling
Cause nobody compares to you
And you know she'll never love you like I do
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away, walk away
(Remember You)
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
tot this song sums it all up =)
With You lyrics
I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..
[Bridge]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..
[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm
With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
[Verse 2]
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..
[Bridge]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..
[Chorus]
With you [x5]
Oh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..
[Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day
I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
[Chorus]
With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Oh..
singing this song as i run on the treadmill..hopin exercise can cheer me up..tomorrow will be a better day
